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In a blink of an eye, the year 2006 is coming to an end. Someone asked me recently what are my resolutions going to be and have I already listed them down.

It didnt occur to me that the year is ending is such a tremendous pace. Many things has happened throughout the year. I remember starting the year well, and in the midst of it, it was pretty ugly, and as the year is closing, I have the confidence to say that it’s by His grace that has seen me through.

Back to my resolutions, I didnt make any and didn’t take the time to think of any yet. One thing for sure is I wanna finish my thesis soon so I can leave Penang in peace. Most of my things are already packed and shifted back to KL in a good friend’s place.

Been here in Penang for about 5 years and I think it’s time for me to go back to my home town. Will start to look for a job when I finish my thesis. In the meanwhile, I just want to concentrate on my thesis.

There are so many things to write and I cant seem to find the words for it..In short, I am doing good and things are going to be exciting next year. Im looking forward to 2007…

Who would have thought that I would actually continue my studies? If you knew me from school days, I was not the kind who will be studying my ass off. And well, of course, borrowing friends’ homework and copy them every morning before classes starts. Phew, got my degree and here I am doing my masters.

Many asked why wouldnt I want to work? Well, my simple answer is that I’ve not studied enough. (Laugh all you want..:) )…Hmm, this will be the last week of this semester and I have 2 more semesters more to go.

I truly enjoy my classes as there are just the 12 of us and we get along fine. I have more time on my own and I can just do anything that I want. It gets a little lonely sometimes and being away from my parents and family is hard sometimes.

Well, I am not sure when will I leave this island for good. In the mean time, I am enjoying my stay here..:) Hmm, sorry guys for not keeping in touch. My hp cant sms..and calling is so expensive these days…:)

Three years went by in a blink of an eye. As I sit and watch how the first years enjoy their lunch in the famous Bakti Cafeteria, it reminded me how I was just like one of them 3 year ago. Now, sipping my orange juice alone and flipping through the newspaper, they must be thinking I’m a lonely first year who has no friends, but I guess they wouldnt have thought that Im doing my masters..

Aaargh..What have I become? I dont know. I used to be so loud, hyper and all the super engerzied Elina. Now, I’m just plain quiet and listen more than I talk..At least, I used to shout or scream when I am angry. Now, all  I do  is smile and ccry in silence. I find it so hard to share what I feel deep down inside.

Well, the friendships and relationships that I’ve shared has played a part  in shaping the person that I’ve become today. I know that every hurt will leave a scar and that scar is diverting my personality and I have no one to blame but myself..The unforgiveness that I’ve kept  deep inside and have  not learnt to   let go is leading to a path that I do not dare to venture in..

Argh..just need to write..Have not been writing for a long time…..

Say a prayer for me would you? I need it..

3 years just went in a blink of an eye. Can you imagine that I’m receiving my scroll this Friday? I cant either..Well, I am excited to see some old faces again and its going to be a hectic week ahead. Had a tiring weekend as I had friends coming over to rough it out at my house the previous weekend..Can U imagine that ELina Goh is studying during her free time when she is not sleeping or eating, or lepaking? Hahahaa, neither can I..

Although my masters is a little tough but the best part is that I’m enjoying it. Cant imagine I look forward to class everyday. HEhehhe..

Oh yeah, you are all invited to my convocation on 12 August. 11 am..No need bring gifts..just yurself…

HAd a good sleep last nite because I took ActivFed (a cough mixture).

Been having a bad sore throat and coughing my lungs out. Pg is very very very hazy. I wonder which Forrest in our neighbouring country is on fire again.

Hmm, Housemate is coming back today and got to fetch her from the bus station ltr. My whole body is aching especially my legs cos I hiked up PG hill yesterday…Phew….No joke man…

My last 3 days of work here in Dhell…YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

Hmm… what should I write today? Yesterday was a real tiring day. Cos there were so many calls. Didnt go hiking cos it was raining. Having a sore throat and coughing now..ARgh..Hate to have your throat itch and hurts.

Im feeling so sleepy now..At work at the moment and it’s only 7.10 am…..My bed is calling me….

The time now 4.42 pm. I stop work at 5 pm. And well, the day has been long. I mean really long…Argh….This is one of the days that is so slow that you wonder whether the clock is intact….

Anyway, argh,,I wanna get out of here…Hehehhee……

UNCLE JUju left me here all alone for one hour…HE went back home…..huhuhu